because of my past...
i always have an out. An exit strategy to make sure i don't get hurt. i always walk, always. i walk away before they can walk away from me.
--this needs to stop..i need to trust. i need to not let my past define me. i need to move on and realize what i have, and how stupid i would be to ever let it get away.
if its right, stay. if it's not, go.
Sometimes we must get hurt in order to grow; we must fail in order to know. Sometimes our vision only clears after our eyes are washed away with tears.
No one can promise they'll never hurt you because at one time or another, it will happen. The real promise is if the time you spend together will be worth the pain in the end.