how stupid am i that even though i am the one that is hurt, when i see you cry, and see how sorry you are, and most of all how bad you hurt for hurting me, all i want to do is wipe away my own tears, suck it up, and hold you, kiss you, and tell you that it's okay? that is how much i loved you. your feelings mean more to me than my own no matter the circumstance. i was willing to drop anything for you. no one will ever love you like i can and have loved you. i hope you know that.