whenever you are feeling discouraged about feeling so dependent on someone else, or the fact that you can't stand being alone, remember this:
god didn't create us to be alone. he made us to find the people in this life that go well with our personalities, and to create friendships and relationships so strong, that they may last through all eternity.
to be able to touch other people lives with kindness and love.
that's why you feel so sad when you are alone. it's natural.