throw pain at me, say what you want to say. i'm sorry, but i can't help but continue to be happy.
i am broken down, and deprived of the things i want, only to refine me. and i'm accepting that.
i'll beg for you now, and you won't give in. cause it's not right.
and one day i will feel the love that i deserve, i will know and he, --whoever that may be, will know that it is right.
and we will be happy.
cause that's what this life is about.
i'm learning more every day about true love. i'm learning to feel loved. i've learning to give it.
for the first time in a long time.....i get it. and it doesn't hurt like it used to.
there is a sense of peace, that everything is going to be okay.
more than that. i'm happy. i'm alive. i'm blessed. and i am loved.