you say follow your heart, yet you still fear.

the only thing we have to fear, is FEAR itself.

.t o g e t h e r.

so why wait. tell me. because everything will work out.

i'm sorry to ruin the ending....but EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY.

 far enough to give you a taste of what it's like without me....so that just maybe you'll realize that you DO need me.

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 THAT IS LOVE.

With all those toys in the world, people choose feelings to play with.

I look at him and all I can think about is 
the day when I won't be able to any more.

I went to sleep, thinking about you and I woke up just the same.


DON'T GIVE ME FALSE HOPE. BREAK IT TO ME NICE. BREAK IT TO ME SLOW. BUT DO NOT HOLD ON IF YOU PLAN ON LETTING ME GO.

jacob says i'd look hot on a bike. haha

.SURE.

SCOOT.SCOOT.SCOOT

ALL.ALL.ALL.

DAY.DAY.DAY

AHHHHH SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT! my camera comes today! HELL YEAH! :)

FILM.FILM.FILM

ERRY.ERRY.ERRY.

...........DAY.DAY.DAY............

T O D A Y

IS

A 

GOOD

DAY. 

IM GRADUATED. IM MOVED OUT. WHAAAAAA?

LIFE IS GGGGGREAT.

GOT THIS SONG ON REPEAT SNITCHES.....

 the way you love hurts. the way you love doesn't show me you care. the way i love is selfless. the way i love in return to me, isn't fair.

especially when you shouldn't feel like that

.L U S T.

 WHAT A COMMON MISCONCEPTION OF LOVE. 

AND HOW EASILY YOU  TURNED OUR LOVE INTO LUST FOR ANOTHER. 

AS IF OVER NIGHT.

three simple words from a very simple girl. FUCK YOU YANDOW.

   

 

TRY TO PROVE TO ME THAT LOVE IS WORTH IT, PLEASE. BECAUSE I'VE BEEN HURT ENOUGH TO BE TRULY CONVINCED THAT LOVE IS NOT WORTH ANY OF THE HURT YOU ARE PUT THROUGH....I DARE YOU TO PROVE ME WRONG. 

ORDERED MY CAMERA YESTERDAY!!! AHHHHH. THANK YOU MAMA AND PAPA BEAR :) LOVE YOU GUYS. HAPPY GRADUATION TO ME!

[.I T   I S    T I M E.]

IT'S BEEN A LOOOONG HAUL. BUT IT'S FINALLY HERE. THOSE OF YOU WHO REGULARLY KEEP UP WITH MY BLOG, I APOLOGIZE FOR THE CONSTANT POSTS ABOUT MY ANTICIPATED GRADUATION. BUT HONESTLY, THIS IS PROBABLY THE BIGGEST ACCOMPLISHMENT IN MY LIFE SO FAR AND I'M SO HAPPY THAT IT IS FINALLY HERE. 

TONIGHT AT 7 I WILL  BE WALKING THROUGH THE "O" AND NEVER RETURNING TO THAT SCHOOL AGAIN. I WILL BE MOVING ONTO THE NEXT CHAPTER IN MY LIFE. I WILL BE AN ADULT. I WILL NO LONGER HAVE MY PARENTS TO THROW ALL OF MY  PROBLEMS ON. I'LL HAVE MORE FREEDOM. AND WITH THAT A LOT MORE RESPONSIBILITY. I WILL PAY FOR MY OWN THINGS. I WILL LIVE ON MY OWN. AND EVERY CHOICE I MAKE WILL ALL BE ON ME. I'M TRULY EXCITED FOR THIS JOURNEY. IT IS A NECESSITY OF LIFE. OF GROWTH. AND I CAN'T WAIT.

I SERIOUSLY ALREADY MISS MY FAMILY. YOU TAKE FOR GRANTED EVERYTHING THEY DO FOR YOU, HOW OFTEN THEY ARE THERE WHEN YOU NEED THEM, HOW MANY RUTS THEY HAVE RESCUED YOU FROM. I AM ETERNALLY GRATEFUL FOR EACH AND EVERY ONE OF THEM. MY MOM HAS HONESTLY BECOME ONE OF MY VERY BEST FRIENDS. I'M GOING TO MISS HER DEARLY. I'M GOING TO MISS WAKING UP TO DALLIN EVERY MORNING AND EXCHANGING DAILY HUGS AND KISSES. I'M GOING TO MISS MIKEYS WILD SELF....WOW AM I REALLY CRYING? IT'S LIKE I'M DYING OR SOMETHING.....GRADUATION. IT'S JUST GRADUATION. HA 

I HAD A DREAM LAST NIGHT THAT I MISSED SCHOOL AND GOT ANOTHER NC AND I WASN'T ON THE GRADUATING LIST. WHEN I WOKE UP THE FIRST THING I DID WAS DIAL THE SCHOOL AND MAKE SURE I WAS ON THAT LIST! HAHA THIS IS A HUGE DEAL FOR ME. THERE WAS NO WAY I WAS GOING TO SOMEHOW SHOW UP TONIGHT AND NOT HAVE MY NAME BE CALLED. THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN HORRIBLE....NOW ALL I HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT IS WALKING THROUGH THE "O" AND TRIPPING OVER MYSELF AND FACE PLANTING IT...GREAT. WISH ME LUCK!

TILL NEXT TIME.

DEMI

please, excuse the horrible, HORRIBLE language. but it's not often you read things from the boys point of view proving that he actually does care. had to do it. sorry if it offends anyone. not intended to.

"fuck me for not knowing the words that would've made her stay.."

"for you, i was a chapter. for me, you were the book."

if you could be in my life like you've been on my mind,

life would be so easy.

Love isn’t complicated.

                                                PEOPLE ARE.

Falling for you wasn't the plan,

but when you held me in your arms,

something told me this is where I need to be.

 and now all you’re getting is my sloppy seconds, because dear,

he still tells me that he cares, and to you?

He only whispers it when he's unbuttoning your shirt.

Sometimes, you have to lose it to appreciate it.

You learn a lot about people when you

listen to songs that mean something to them

Do you ever wish you hadn't let me go?

Just tell me it's tearing you apart.

Just tell me you can't sleep at night.

And since I met you, no one else is even worth thinking about.