Tuesday, January 31, 2012

the way to my heart. Ohh yeah...jamba juice! Orange Dream Machine please! Too easy..



I'm feeling rough, I'm feeling raw, I'm in the prime of my life.

Tell me, what is it you plan to do
with your one wild and precious life?
 -Mary Oliver

Saturday, January 28, 2012

Let Us Kiss:)

It must be a girl thing..but there is just something about a sweet kiss. one that takes you by surprise, when its least expected. and not just any kiss. one that is sweet and simple but means the world to you. a sweet kiss on the forehead or neck. The kiss that says, i want you forever, not just right now. The kisses with that special someone that you cant get enough of! Sure, sounds cheesy.. But hey, im a girl. And im obsessed with a boy. Every blog requires a post dedicated to this! Till next time,
Loves and snogs snitches!


For all of you who find yourself confused with which landon I am dating..let me clarify and explain the story. Haha. About 5 months ago I was dating another boy named landon..we had been dating just a little under a year when we decided that it was time to slow things down a bit and focus on more important things. It wasn't easy at all. in fact, both of us fought the idea for a long time. This boy was my best friend and I wasnt sure how I was going to do it without him. I cried for weeks..it was as if part of me was missing. It was one of the hardest things id gone through in a while. We weren't perfect. We fought, we broke each others trust, we hurt each other, and we put each other down..part of me wishes I could take back all the mistakes made, but then again it was those mistakes that led me here...

with the man of my dreams. Landon Kade Christensen. Landon and I have been dating for just under 5 months and I honestly couldnt be happier:) dont get me wrong...the first couple months were WAY rocky and to be honest, I didnt think we'd last. He'd just come out of a relationship that was slightly disfunctional, and I was still trying to get over my last relationship..it was hard. We both were not in the best place and that made it hard to be patient with each other. Though in the moment it seemed as if id made a mistake being with him, I look back on those first couple months as a blessing. We were put in each others lives for a reason, and I see why now. We needed each other. And it was that need that brought us so close together. We are two completely different people from 5 months ago. And we only have each other to thank:) landon is currently working on starting his mission papers and I honestly could not be more proud of him! He recently just got back from Nicaragua with his brothers water bottle company called, People Water, drilling wells for little towns that dont have any clean drinking water. He's killing it at film:) He's planning a trip for Spain within the next few weeks with his cousin Corey--so jealous;) and he recently just moved out! Landon has such a good heart and I envy his relationship with his family. They mean the world to him, as they do to me. They are such good people and so welcoming and loving to me:) I am so close to every one in his family and it makes me feel so good! My family adores Landon and is so proud of his desicion to serve a mission:) as for me, I plan to attend college, continue to work, and faithfully write landon while he serves the lord for 2 years! And after that? well, we will have to wait and see what happens next..;)


Friday, January 27, 2012

I go where true love goes..

The moment you walked inside my door
I knew that I need not look no more,
I've seen many other souls before - ah but,
Heaven must've programmed you

Friday, January 20, 2012

Summer with the dewey's!

This is honestly the summer I have been waiting for, for my entire life. . I'll FINALLY be graduated, moved out, and I get to just go on vacations with all of my best friends, Landon Kade, Natalie Anne, McKlendon Rockwell, and Joseph Thomas! We're wanting to go to either California or Florida. I honestly could care less where we go, as long as we get the H out of Utah for a while and I get to spend time with my best friends:) It's so crazy, the more I talk about it with my parents and friends the more weird it feels that i'll be out of the house and on my own in less than 5 months! Growing up, you count down the days till you can move out and be on your own, and you don't really stop to think about the responsibility that comes with your freedom. No one is going to be there to tell me what to do, when to come home, to go to church, what kind of people to surround myself with, and it's kind of scary to think that it will all be on ME. But I am so excited and ready for this experience. Here are my goals for what I need to do before graduation:

To Do:
-Keep up on grades and attendance
-Decide which apartments to live in
-Keep working at ME crepes:)
-Apply for college
-Save up money
-Buy a car
-Keep a good relationship with family
-Be a good Girlfriend to Landon Kade
-Be a good friend


-Move out     
-Get a car
-Go on at least one road trip with my best friends
-Go to the beach
-Buy a beach cruiser
-Film EVERYTHING we do.
-Make breakfast in bed for Landon Kade
-Walk on the beach with Landon Kade
-Take TONS of pictures.
-Go on a picnic
-Go boating/tubing
-Go camping with friends in the wild
-Decorate my house cute
-Go on a bike ride
-Run every morning
-Lemonade stand
-Go to the lake
-Go to Oregon:)
-Camp fire
-Go to Hawaii
-Go to a place I've never been
-Have a food fight
-Lots of movie nights!
-Buy Landon and I a pet fish
-Hot air balloon
-Six flags
-Hells roller coasters