Be Still...: August 2012

Wednesday, August 29, 2012

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thats basically what landon and i do now'a'days.....seriously though. you wouldn't believe how much fun we have had together....lemme' just give a quick over view on our night last night following into today.

--got spray tanned at 11:30 at night, BUCK naked in the middle of street ha ha

--bunked it together over at miss weslie's.

--woke up at the crack of dawn, headed up to SLC.

--aired on the Daily Dish LIVE (landon, weslie, and i) to advertise for weslie's spray tan business.

·in a bikini. on live national television. embarrassing. but HILARIOUS.

then just hung out and literally just made each other laugh SO hard :)

then he went golfing with his buddies......freak. i hate when he leaves me like that. ruins my night.
it got better though..
he calls me about a half hour later and says that he's sick of golfing and wants to go boating....
um. sickest boyfriend/best friend in the entire world :) so we boat. and surf. and laugh.

8/29/30

honestly. my life is so good right now.

i honestly cannot believe how much is going right for me.

it is such a blessing from above! i've never been so happy in my life.

i must admit, i'm not usually one to credit people for my overall happiness.

i like to think that i am very capable of not letting the things around me affect my happiness, and that i am aware of the fact that my happiness is a choice and it comes from within.

but at the same time, when things seem to be going SO right. like, so right. so right that instead of just being able to be SO grateful and thanking the man above, you feel like you need an explanation for it, i guess i can't help but feel like there is a little special someone in my life that deserves a lot of the credit on this one...

i have a secret that i am currently hiding from EVERYONE. everyone except landon of course, and it is absolutely KILLING me inside! every where i go i just want to scream out, "GUYS, GUESS WHAT?"

but..i guess that's what keeping a promise is..........fuss.(lands promised it would be worth it)

oh...and i just read this over and yeah...i most definitely am NOT PREGNANT if that's what all you snitches might have let come across your minds.

no, not pregnant, not even close! something SO good:)

Monday, August 27, 2012

i CANNOT wait for fall...

yes for all the changing colors.

yes for the change in weather.

yes for all the festivities held at this time.

but, i would be lying if i didn't say that i'm most excited for the clothes that i can bust out and wear!

SWEATERS

COMBAT BOOTS

PANTS

SCARFS

JACKETS

CLOVES

BAGS

BEANIES

LONG SOCKS

LAYERS ON LAYERS ON LAYERS

always a good feeling

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YOUTH DAUGHTER

i miss school.....

how embarrassing....someone who was SO ready to be done.

SO ready to grow up, move out, get a job.

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and i want to go back...

my plan was to take a year long break and then apply at UVU and hopefully make my way to a degree, majoring in the field of therapy of some sort...

now i'm talking about cosmetology in january.....what the? random...

just sounds sort of fun. a good little career for a house mama one day.

stay at home mama, stay at home job. sounds ideal.

let's not get ahead of ourselves though......school is only $17,000 for tuition.

except that's not ONLY anything...that is a lotta cash for this little girl to scrape up to go to school for just a year and a half and pray that it gets me somewhere in life.

and pray is what i shall do......

i want to be certain in whichever road i may choose.

•wish me luck•

till next time,

demi