Friday, May 25, 2012

i cry.
i cry HARD.

seriously. why is it that EVERYTHING makes me cry?
certain parts of songs, they don't even have to have any sort of significance to me
the beat will just drop and i'll start crying. haha 

watching natalie walk tonight and graduate made me cry.

watching how sweet natalies grandparents love for each other is.
hearing the sweet comments from both of them..

thinking about the past. OBVIOUSLY. ha 
that seriously is a huge one.
when i say past, i mean as of lately.

when i look at --certain-- people. ya'll ready know who.
in person, just staring, realizing my unconditional love for the sweet soul
at a picture, and how beautiful he is to me.

everything. seriously.
ask anyone, and they have seen me cry.

i don't know what it is that just releases the flow of a daily cry.
i'm not just "emotional"

things that just won't phase people
just strike my soul down to the very core
and i don't know any other way to release in than through tears.

most of the time it feels great.

i'm blessed to be able to release my feelings through tears.
i always feel so refreshed after a long hard melt down.

1 comment:

  1. I cry at least once a week. It's the best feeling to just get it out. Love you demi!