Be Still...

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IT'S BEEN A LOOOONG HAUL. BUT IT'S FINALLY HERE. THOSE OF YOU WHO REGULARLY KEEP UP WITH MY BLOG, I APOLOGIZE FOR THE CONSTANT POSTS ABOUT MY ANTICIPATED GRADUATION. BUT HONESTLY, THIS IS PROBABLY THE BIGGEST ACCOMPLISHMENT IN MY LIFE SO FAR AND I'M SO HAPPY THAT IT IS FINALLY HERE. 

TONIGHT AT 7 I WILL  BE WALKING THROUGH THE "O" AND NEVER RETURNING TO THAT SCHOOL AGAIN. I WILL BE MOVING ONTO THE NEXT CHAPTER IN MY LIFE. I WILL BE AN ADULT. I WILL NO LONGER HAVE MY PARENTS TO THROW ALL OF MY  PROBLEMS ON. I'LL HAVE MORE FREEDOM. AND WITH THAT A LOT MORE RESPONSIBILITY. I WILL PAY FOR MY OWN THINGS. I WILL LIVE ON MY OWN. AND EVERY CHOICE I MAKE WILL ALL BE ON ME. I'M TRULY EXCITED FOR THIS JOURNEY. IT IS A NECESSITY OF LIFE. OF GROWTH. AND I CAN'T WAIT.

I SERIOUSLY ALREADY MISS MY FAMILY. YOU TAKE FOR GRANTED EVERYTHING THEY DO FOR YOU, HOW OFTEN THEY ARE THERE WHEN YOU NEED THEM, HOW MANY RUTS THEY HAVE RESCUED YOU FROM. I AM ETERNALLY GRATEFUL FOR EACH AND EVERY ONE OF THEM. MY MOM HAS HONESTLY BECOME ONE OF MY VERY BEST FRIENDS. I'M GOING TO MISS HER DEARLY. I'M GOING TO MISS WAKING UP TO DALLIN EVERY MORNING AND EXCHANGING DAILY HUGS AND KISSES. I'M GOING TO MISS MIKEYS WILD SELF....WOW AM I REALLY CRYING? IT'S LIKE I'M DYING OR SOMETHING.....GRADUATION. IT'S JUST GRADUATION. HA 

I HAD A DREAM LAST NIGHT THAT I MISSED SCHOOL AND GOT ANOTHER NC AND I WASN'T ON THE GRADUATING LIST. WHEN I WOKE UP THE FIRST THING I DID WAS DIAL THE SCHOOL AND MAKE SURE I WAS ON THAT LIST! HAHA THIS IS A HUGE DEAL FOR ME. THERE WAS NO WAY I WAS GOING TO SOMEHOW SHOW UP TONIGHT AND NOT HAVE MY NAME BE CALLED. THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN HORRIBLE....NOW ALL I HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT IS WALKING THROUGH THE "O" AND TRIPPING OVER MYSELF AND FACE PLANTING IT...GREAT. WISH ME LUCK!

TILL NEXT TIME.

DEMI